I no longer have this photograph, as I tore it up and threw it out years ago (although I would GLADLY post it here today, for the testimony), but there was this certain photo taken of me back at this time where there was a clear manifestation of a succubus-like spirit emanating from a glowing cord of light -- directly from my chest. The photo was taken outside at nighttime, while I was standing outside a friend's trailer in the driveway and talking.
The spirit, itself, was about a foot tall and took the form of a feminine figure with a set of demonic wings.
Admittedly, during this period of my life I had already been dabbling in a considerable amount of witchcraft (e.g. Tarot cards, psychedelic drug use, spell casting, etc.).
The feminine figure, somewhat, resembled the title image, above (with a bright glow color, instead of black).
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...I was not in a good place in life, during this period. In addition to the above, I was also regularly drinking and smoking pot. God was far from my thoughts -- and His Word I knew virtually none of, also. Furthermore still, I was engaged in a significant amount of sexual iniquity.
Much bondage, at this point in life!
- The glowing spirit taking the form of feminine figure w/ demonic wings, I believe, clearly manifested itself as a sexual seduction spirit; or succubus, etc. This was the result of both my sexual sins, as well as my willing participation in witchcraft.
- The glowing cord emanating from my chest, I believe, represented full-out spiritual bondage -- right at the heart.
Writing this out, I am also reminded that, just a few months back (when I was living in a different apartment) I had an afternoon dream where I was in the passenger seat of my car and this half-snake woman (bottom-half was a snake) was seductively on top of me.
...as stated -- I was not in a good place in life, during this period.
...(4)But let every man prove his own work, and then shall he have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another. (5)For every man shall bear his own burden. (6)Let him that is taught in the word communicate unto him that teacheth in all good things. (7)Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. (8)For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting. (9)And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not...
...(26)Ye shall not eat any thing with the blood: neither shall ye use enchantment, nor observe times. (27)Ye shall not round the corners of your heads, neither shalt thou mar the corners of thy beard. (28)Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD.
(29)Do not prostitute thy daughter, to cause her to be a whore; lest the land fall to whoredom, and the land become full of wickedness. (30)Ye shall keep my sabbaths, and reverence my sanctuary: I am the LORD.
(31)Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I am the LORD your God...
...(9)When thou art come into the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee, thou shalt not learn to do after the abominations of those nations. (10)There shall not be found among you any one that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, (11)Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. (12)For all that do these things are an abomination unto the LORD: and because of these abominations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee.
(13)Thou shalt be perfect with the LORD thy God.
(14)For these nations, which thou shalt possess, hearkened unto observers of times, and unto diviners: but as for thee, the LORD thy God hath not suffered thee so do to...