October 5, 2015 (around 6 a.m.)
As I recall, I was with whom I believed to be my grandfather, whom had taken us out to this cave which was located far past the outskirts of town. I remember that we had to travel quite far on motorbikes, even through rocky wilderness terrain that was reminiscent of entering into the mountainous area of a desert.
We then reached the entrance to this large cave, as I peered up and observed a pitch-black entrance; where flamboyant club music could be audibly heard strumming from within. At this point, I recall the person claiming to be my grandfather trying to convince me to enter in and "learn about the gay lifestyle".
He was trying to persuade me that I was somehow "spiritually tainted" and that I had to enter inside, in order to experience things for myself. I strongly objected, countering that the Blood of Jesus was enough to cover me against all such things.
From here he persisted further, as I could hear the club music progressively getting louder.
(my room was silent in the physical)
I recall then strongly objecting with the name of Jesus, with the following verbatim exchange, below:
"I'm NOT going in there!", I told my "grandpa".
"Well, BYE!!" he snapped out, with a mocking tone.
Hahahahahahahahahahaha... <--- I heard this higher pitched, imp-like laughter ringing in my ears as I woke up.
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- Being masquerading as my "grandpa"
I've read multiple testimonies from ex-homosexuals (now professing Christians) in which they've confessed that older men were the ones who initiated them into the LGBT lifestyle -- most often through molestation.
Thank the Lord, I have never had any such experiences, myself. Neither, however, have I ever had any life experiences with either one of my grandfathers (whom, to my knowledge, both passed away before I was born). I believe, therefore, that this evil spirit may have represented a false kind of fatherly "kinship" designed to deceive.
- Area reminding me of a rocky, wilderness terrain
Spiritually, I believe this was a Biblical type of spiritual wilderness setting, where devils wander and gather in "dry places"; seeking rest, and finding none.
- Pitch-black cave, with flamboyant club music heard from within
I believe this represented the literal, spiritually dark condition of this kind of sin and lifestyle.
- My "grandpa" trying to persuade me to enter
An aggressive, evil effort to tempt me into entering inside.
- Me countering that the Blood of Jesus was enough
To my knowledge, I had no premeditation on what I said here (either before sleeping or during the day). Therefore, I believe that the Holy Spirit told my spirit man what to say, here.
And to shed blood of the Lord Jesus Christ, indeed, cleanses and redeems from all sin!
- Hearing imp-like laughter ringing in my ears, upon awaking
There is, definitely, an increased level of spiritual discernment in operation when one is in that kind of "in-between" state, between being asleep and fully awake.
...still so much mystery. How can spirit beings "jump" in and out of a person's dream state? Is there an "optimal" level of semi-consciousness where one can actively operate in this kind of discernment? Is there much information to be found in His Word (which I'm sure there is)?